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this journal is both friend's only & public. if you'd like full constant access to all entries, add me first then let me know you've done so by commenting on this post.
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[Thu, Jan 11, '07 @ 9:19PM] |
jennaftw
it's ugly. can't be bothered to fix it right now, i just want to get rid of this thing... ew. maybe someday i'll be happy with something.
try adding me if you want, i'm going to be picky with who i add on that one though becase 95% of the people on this friend's list i have no clue who are so... yeah.
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| i feel popular. |
[Mon, Jul 31, '06 @ 2:58PM] |
my site actually ran out of bandwidth? wtf, people. 30gb's gone. i know it's just people checking on the site every day to see if i'm back finally but i'm not... so stop! i can't check my email.
shit. i feel loved though, so that's cool. except now i'm probably going to have to upgrade my plan if it happens again and i don't want to have to do that because $4.95/mo. is a steal.
jasdl;khg. i love you guys too. i'm not back yet though... it'll be another couple weeks at least. sorry.
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| ew. |
[Thu, May 11, '06 @ 3:24PM] |
i got a job. i went back to mo's restaurant where i worked this last summer as a hostess for a few months and they hired me back on the spot. i hate working there. that's how desperate i am right now.
i start on tuesday at 4. i'm waiting for a call from fred meyer for an interview. i was hoping on getting a job in home electronics or apparel/shoes... but all the positions have been filled in those departments. they're looking for a cashier though, so i'll go in for an interview for that in the next couple days, i think.
i'm hoping i'll get that. then i'll be working two jobs. even if i don't get the job at fred meyer... i'll be looking for a second job.
i'm going to be busy... oi vey. gotta go. byeee.
oh, wait. this is public... for all you people that haven't been following the friend's only entries: we're staying in florence and looking for a house to rent here. that's why i'm getting jobs here. yeah.
k, bye.
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| ew. |
[Tue, Apr 11, '06 @ 1:50PM] |
this place is dead. don't expect any updates here. unless i have a severe crisis and i really need a place for friend's only.
... which i doubt happening anytime soon.
i actually update my website though. so check that out = ACTION!
it's cool. see ya there. peace out, nuccas.
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| go! |
[Fri, Mar 10, '06 @ 7:26PM] |
new stuff, beeches.
yeah, you know it's hot.
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| oi. |
[Fri, Mar 3, '06 @ 7:14PM] |
i never update this anymore. i'm thinking about just getting rid of it. ergh. i like to have some place to post more private entries though (friend's only), but seeing as i never post any lately... um, that's kinda pointless. rofl.
i dunno. whatever.
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| myspace. |
[Mon, Feb 6, '06 @ 2:41AM] |
yeah, i made a new one. stfu.
i wanted to start fresh. i made the new one pretty, actually, which was something i vowed never to do (mess with myspace) but i did it. and i like it. so voila.
delete the old one (if you have it added). the old account will be deleted tomorrow. i still have to switch over the new accounts email address after i delete the old one.
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| oh my seahawks. |
[Sun, Feb 5, '06 @ 11:17PM] |
fuck. i was so psyched for the hawks kicking butt today. they did great during the first half but fell apart during the second. the refs were making some pretty shitty calls though. it was ridiculous. one of pittsburgh's touchdowns wasn't even a bob saget touchdown.
so lame.
ah, well. it's a sad night in seattle tonight, but i'm still proud no matter what. they made it to the superbowl, at least which is a big deal in itself for the hawks as it's never been done. all in all, they had a pretty fucking outrageous season and i'm definitely home town proud. ♥ i think i'm going to be hoarse tomorrow from so much yelling and screaming tonight.
I STILL LOVE YOU SEAHAWKS! YOU'VE DONE US PROUD!
ps. there's a semi new layout up at action!. i put it up a few days ago, but still. i never plugged it here, so there you go. it's not one of my best, for sure but i've been having a major graphic block and frustrated with everything i make lately because it seems like everything is fucking looking the same lately and it's pissing me off. but i think i did pretty good under the circumstances.
i like it anyway. i based it around the frustrated i've been feeling over the past couple weeks.
eh. whatever.
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| webcam. |
[Wed, Jan 25, '06 @ 9:44AM] |
so i did it. yeah, i bought a webcam. i'd been toying with the idea for the past few days and i finally just said fuck it. i really need to stop doing these spur of the moment purchases. it's unhealthy for my bank account.
i just used my credit card this time though 'cuz i didn't have anything charged at the moment and i didn't feel like clearing out my bank account in one fatal swoop. so i figured i'd do it in little payments. rofl. i bought this on ebay for $69 + $9 shipping, which is a pretty good deal i think when the retail on it is $99.
i'm just happy to finally have a webcam again. since my last one broke i haven't hardly taken any new pics of myself because i hate taking pics of myself with my digital. they always look horrible. and now i'll be able to do decent cam updates again.
yeah, i'm so happy. oi.
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| sale. |
[Sun, Jan 22, '06 @ 5:43AM] |
there's 2 layouts and a .psd for sale over at heartblank.org.
i'm trying to keep my butt in gear for getting things up and selling. i'm trying to save some money for a new webcam so i can start doing proper cam updates on my site again. and getting new pictures of me. haha. i hate taking pictures of myself with my digital cam. they always look crappy.
so help me out.
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| rofl. i've been 'nudged.' |
[Wed, Jan 18, '06 @ 12:34PM] |
maddieee... you goof. i've been 'lj nudged' by her because apparently i haven't updated in a while. so this is for maddie. haha.
i have nothing to update about. i've been thinking about updating lately but when i think about what i'd update about, moths fly out of my ears. updates over at action.nu have been pretty lame lately too because i just don't know what to say. ergh.
um. well, i haven't talked about the fact that, yea, eric and i are moving this summer. we were originally planning on texas but eric's now decided that's a little too far away from family. i have to say i agree, but i was actually still looking forward to it. being that we're thinking of buying property over on the east coast (like, south/north carolina or something) to build a house, i figured moving to texas would be a good way to get used to a little distance. buuut, he's not ready for that. so he started looking at some companies around portland, oregon. i can't believe i agreed to move back to oregon! akasdkgh;khdg
i'll show you what made me change my mind and agree though. you'd agree too if you had a chance to rent this adorably perfect place:
 from the living room. you can see the loft upstairs.  the living room from the kitchen/living room walkway.  the loft, with highspeed internet connection.  the living room view from the loft.
the floorplan: http://info.springstreet.com/property/67/431767/floorplan/431767.f02.gif
isn't it fucking adorable?! i'm absolutely in love with it. it's perfect for what we've been looking for. two bedroom/two bathroom is actually a little bigger than what we were thinking, but with that floorplan and the price they're asking for it we can't complain. it'd definitely be nice to have our own bathroom upstairs and i'm sure finding a use for the extra bedroom will be no problem. we'll probably use it as a guest room for when eric's brother visits or when my mom visits every once in a while. i hate making company sleep on the couch.
i'd hate to move back to oregon, but if we ended up landing ourselves in something like that i could definitely deal with it. rofl. eric found a really good company in porland that he's talked to a few instructors about. i guess one of his instructors has actually worked for them at one point in his career and he had nothing but good things to say about them. another instructor at the school's told him that if they're looking for resumes he has a really good chance at getting hired and that he'll be a reference if eric would like him to be. which is awesome because he's one of the main instructors at the school, not to mention he's like one of the main heads of the whole west coast dive union so he'd be an awesome reference. so we're crossing our fingers for him getting that job. he's really hoping for it. i'm so excited for him.
but we'll see how it all works out.
as for right now i really need to go take a shower, in the nasty shared bathrooms of the house. ergh. i freakin' walked into the bathroom the other day to find that someone had hocked a lougie (sp? sp? i can't even spell that term it's so disgusting. rofl.) into the sink and just walked out and left it there. talk about disgusting. *pukes* whateverrr... i'm going to be so happy to have my own kitchen and bathroom. if we manage the townhouse, i'll have TWO bathrooms to myself. heck yes. rofl.
there, maddie. i hope this was good enough for you. lol. you silly girl. shower time.
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| home, finally. |
[Tue, Jan 3, '06 @ 9:18AM] |
i'm finally home... after i threw a fit the whole way home.
eric promised i'd be home by 2 yesterday. well, we didn't end up leaving until 2:30. we didn't get home until 10 after having to stop in rochester on the way. ad;lkgh;lakdhglkhdg.
whatever. i'm home now. and it's my birthday. yay or something... the only thing this means is that next year i'll be 20 and not a teenager anymore. this depresses me. life is happening... *cries*
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| new year. |
[Sun, Jan 1, '06 @ 11:15AM] |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
eh, just like i wanted, i got proper trashed last night. it was fun, i guess. i went to bed right after midnight though because i was so tired from having to wake up so early every day this week. i'm really glad to be going home. i've been bored out of my mind. for real.
we're going home this afternoon. and guess who gets to drive the whole way home?! omfg, you guessed it! yeah, me. you're so good. as;lkdhgkjldgj;.
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| quickie. |
[Mon, Dec 26, '05 @ 9:24AM] |
i'm just going to do a quick update since eric and i just stopped at home for me to unload my camera and to pick up the gerbils before leaving again to go down to oregon for the week.
we spent christmas eve and christmas day night in the most gorgeous inn in the world. my uncle and aunt own the captain whidbey inn, well... they don't really own it anymore. they just sold it but the paperwork isn't completely final yet. so the whole family went up there and spent our last christmas at the inn. they paid for two nights for eric and i to stay. it was lovely. i'll post pictures when i get back from oregon.
what i got for christmas: • a cute little pen made out of the end of a sterling silver knife from my aunt megan. • cute little notecards and envelope stationary from grandma. • the champagne bottle from my mom and dad's wedding party back in '85, signed by my mom, my dad, my grandpa mac (rest is dear soul), my grandma colleen, aunt mendy and uncle john and tom neely - from aunt mendy. i guess it'd been hanging in the captain whidbey bar for years and when they sold the bar and the restaurant and cleaned everything out, my aunt found it and thought i'd like to have it. she knew my mom wouldn't want it and neither would my dad (being that they were divorced when i was 5 and don't want anything to do with eachother now) so she gave it to me. it was the best gift i've ever got and when i saw it i immediately started bawling and thanking my aunt telling her how much i loved it.
so, that's it. didn't get much but it doesn't matter. i got to spend my christmas with the best boyfriend in the world, in a beautiful inn (with the most comfortable feather beds ever. usually it's me having the problem getting out of bed, but this time i had a hard time getting eric out. he put up quite a fight everytime we had to leave to go back over to my aunt's house for breakfast or dinner. rofl) and with my whole family who i love to fucking death.
my birthday is on the 3rd and that's when eric goes back to school. we'll be home on the 1st. see you then! merry christmas and have a happy new year!
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| omfg. |
[Sat, Dec 24, '05 @ 12:51AM] |
ok, i just watched ladder 49 and i bawled my fucking eyes out, the whole time because for some odd reason i just knew how it was going to end. it was terrible! how come nobody told me it was terrible?! i've never cried so much over a movie in my entire life. i was literally hyperventilating.
fuck, it was so sad. and it was even worse at the end when ( don't click here if you haven't seen the movie )
epic movie though. brilliant. totally fucking worth every tear. if you haven't seen that movie, then GOD DAMNIT, GO RENT IT NOW! i'm fucking serious.
brilliant.
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| action! |
[Thu, Dec 22, '05 @ 3:27AM] |
another new layout at action.nu i really like the image but i think it coding makes the whole layout looks ugly. ads;lkgdglhk.
whatever. goodnight.
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| shitternet. |
[Tue, Dec 20, '05 @ 12:35AM] |
my the neighbors internet has been effin' dumb lately. over the past couple days it's hardly worked. all day today it was down and i sat here on my ass uninstalling/installing my wireless antenna software, clicking repair on the connection and disabling/enabling the connection over and over trying desperately to get it to work. yes, it's true. i'm a hopeless computer geek without a life. i go spastic without my internet. seriously.
it finally started working around 6:30 or something. i don't really remember exactly what time because i was too busy freaking out with excitement that it actually loaded a page.
stupid neighbors. don't they know they should pay their bill/have dependable service/not fuck things up so much because i'm trying to steal their internet?! honestly.
it's working great now though, so i better use this time to finish getting heartblank.org up and running. even though it really isn't anything but my junk domain...
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| alk;hglkdg. |
[Sun, Dec 18, '05 @ 5:52PM] |
i think i have a fever. i feel like poo.
ughadjs;kgjklshg
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| darn. |
[Fri, Dec 16, '05 @ 3:22AM] |
oh, honey. i have nothing to post about. i slept in 'till 1 today because i felt like poop. i've had the worst headache and lightheadedness for the past few days. i swear aunt flo is pissed this month or something. i'm sorry i haven't called but gee, who'd wanna keep in touch with a bitch aunt? no need for a rude visit, sheesh.
i've been listening to both of motion city soundtrack's albums all night. they make me happy.
it's seriously like 3:21am though and i'm hella tired now. so, goodnight.
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